Crappy day!

[cjsmith]

Weaning myself off sleep meds is not a walk in the park. The way I feel, I think I got maybe four hours last night.

I'm pounding my head with frustration over my efforts to debug something at work. I'm getting nowhere on it, and time is rapidly running out.

I'm angry on behalf of a coworker of mine. She really deserves better. That's all the detail I feel I can put here, but man, she really does deserve better.

This afternoon is full of sharp stabby "cramps". Something inside my abdomen is trying to chew its way out.

About fifteen minutes ago I got hit with a massive wave of YOU MIGHT THROW UP REALLY SOON. Nothing I have eaten today is unusual in any way, so I don't know where that's coming from. It's slowly fading to a disorienting level of dizziness. I hope it fades more so I can get home.

The best thing I can say for today is that I don't have to show up at the courthouse for jury duty at 8:30 tomorrow morning!

Comments

[wordripples.livejournal.com]

Could be subconscious big life change stress...like on the surface, you've got all the ducks in a very good row, but underneath, there's some monster in the loch.

[cjsmith.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I wouldn't be surprised at all if that's part of it. Of course, tension and stress make my "cramps" worse every time. (And dangit, I can't take painkillers when I'm queasy!)