Sunday, August 21st, 2005 03:30 pm
Still a little too early to tell, perhaps, but if I push on the ball of my foot with my thumb it hurts in an old familiar way. (Non-numb area.)

Well, crud.

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Footnotes and Disclaimers, to save some typing.
- Yes, there is still the possibility that my overall pain level will be better than before. In fact, that's probably still likely.
- Yes, I am sure this is not post-op pain masquerading as something else (it's in the wrong place, for one thing, and it's waaaay too familiar).
- Yes, it helps that an outcome of "partial improvement" was pretty much obvious from the start: the blow is softened just a little.
- No, I'm not particularly looking for sympathy -- no obligation to comment -- I'm just disappointed and I don't yet have much energy to face the next steps.
Sunday, August 21st, 2005 11:28 pm (UTC)
I hope it's just still too early to tell. I'm not in your head or your feet, and I don't know how feet compare but after my hernia repair surgeries, I still had pain for quite some time afterward, even what seemed like the same pre-op symptoms.

*hugs*
Monday, August 22nd, 2005 12:05 am (UTC)
Damn, I'm sorry it doesn't look more promising :( I'll keep a finger crossed that you be pleasantly surprised somewhere down the line. *hug*
Monday, August 22nd, 2005 01:53 am (UTC)
i'm tempted to (playfully) smack your hands and tell you "no! quit doing that!" in the hopes that delaying any such trials would alter the results. 'cause i really really really want this to be successful for you. and i care enough to be a pain in the ass if it means less pain in your feet. a long distance Nurse Ratchet?

looking forward -- is there any plan in place to teach you how to walk properly on your new-and-improved feet? i seem to recall you walking weird to lessen the pain, but with the mechanics of your feet altered slightly, i'd think there'd be some re-training necessary, or post-op PT (mom had that). will orthodics be required? let me find my teleporter and i'll be right over to take you shoe-shopping.

Monday, August 22nd, 2005 03:48 am (UTC)
You'll get the energy you need, I'm sure. You've already done a great deal.

Oh and I wouldn't be saying crud. The air would be positively cyan.
Monday, August 22nd, 2005 04:30 pm (UTC)
Well, damn.

I hope that there is some improvement, of course. *huggles*