social life

[cjsmith]

Here are a few things I notice.

- anyone who's interested in spending time with me becomes less interested once they get to know me
- the people who know me best have the least time to spend with me
- if I stop reaching out and making invitations, I stop seeing anyone (there's one exception here)

What that tells me is either a) I'm going mad, and imagining observable facts, or b) I do not provide value. (Long term, that is. Short term -- people who don't know me yet -- I think people like the tits. But long term, they see what else comes with, and it's no longer a net win.)

I have to learn how to be a net win, how to provide better value for time spent.

Comments

Re: As if you could stop me!

[cjsmith.livejournal.com]

*blink* innocent li'l old me? YOU'D be corrupting ME, right?

Re: As if you could stop me!

[redgrrl.livejournal.com]

Yeah, RIGHT!

Re: As if you could stop me!

[cjsmith.livejournal.com]

We should decide how we're gonna play this. Either I'm sweet and innocent and your Inner Lesbian is gonna show me a whole new world, or else your humble but oh so worthy imagination knows just what to do even when tongue-tied.

There's always both. I, uh, I need practice, yeah, that's it. :-)

Re: As if you could stop me!

[redgrrl.livejournal.com]

No problem! I specialize in having it both ways! ;)