Movie Night

[cjsmith]

I just watched the video.

EWWWWW

I really truly wasn't prepared for that. I might have nightmares. I am not making this up.

On the... er, good news? bad news? front, it looks like they didn't find even the smallest speck of endometriosis. ...siiiiigh...

Comments

[brian1789.livejournal.com]

Congratulations... I think?

[cjsmith.livejournal.com]

*chuckle* yeah, I'm not sure either. I hope this doesn't mean I'm unfixable.

yay!

[msmichelle.livejournal.com]

Glad the diagnosis came back w/no endi.
As far as the video, you are a brave woman for watching. Am glad no one had the video going when I gave birth...owwweeeeee!

Re: yay!

[cjsmith.livejournal.com]

I sure didn't want to watch while I could still feel the incisions. That would be TOO MUCH! So I waited. :-)

I have a friend who has a video of her C-section. I don't think I could handle that either.

Re: yay!

[msmichelle.livejournal.com]

Smart move. I had a cyst removed from my arm once and was conscious but unaware of the work in progress. Not too bad.
I could see where your friend would want to see the csection. With natural birth, I felt every move she made until they put her in my arms. I don't want a recap of such a vivid memory, still. Although it was wonderful, I remember thinking during her birth that I could really use those pain meds/epidural. Like they say, it is the one painful thing that is forgotten instantly but still leaves you in awe.

[lkeele.livejournal.com]

Sorry it was so disturbing!! Hope the nightmares don't last.

Re: Endo -- have you had a chance to talk to the surgeon yet? What's s/he say? And while I wouldn't wish endo on my enemy, I'm still sorry there isn't any in you -- at least that would give us something to FIX. :( Hugs.

[cjsmith.livejournal.com]

What's s/he say?

He says "you lose". Sigh.

Well, it's not quite that bad. He dilated my cervix, and since that's a source of pain for some women who've never borne children, perhaps it will help. So I'll go through this next period and see. Then it's down to San Jose to a clinic recommended by dawnd.

[lkeele.livejournal.com]

Well, at least we have a game plan.

[cjsmith.livejournal.com]

Yeah. Sort of. Insurance runs out in May; I hope this clinic is quick.