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Sunday, December 9th, 2018 11:12 am
I can get into a tailspin when I see someone else do something that indicates they are smarter than I am. This tailspin doesn't ALWAYS happen with these situations, just sometimes.

1) why am I comparing
1a) habit: can I and should I stop?
2) am I right about the conclusion
2a) reminder: I'm not actually stupid; habit: don't jump to the conclusion someone is way way smarter just because you see someone who's out of the ordinary
3) why does it matter
3a) unfortunately I think I know why, and making it matter less may be a therapist project

Progress.

This is only one tiny drop in the ocean of this project, but it is concrete and can be examined. That's a win in my book.
Monday, December 10th, 2018 04:16 am (UTC)
Here's how I think about people smarter than I am: They are so smart they write bad code -- it's bad because it's uncommented, and it's often overly complex. So they aren't really better than a less smart person. I have to write easy-to-understand code, because I need to understand it!

Also. You are plenty smart!