First one done

[cjsmith]

First insulin dose given tonight. I'm so proud of me... for facing it, for being willing to fumble my way through it, but mostly for catching her when she tried to run off with the dang thing still hanging out of her skin.

And she's eating, thank God, she's eating.

Comments

[rampling.livejournal.com]

Wow, that's interesting, that you can supress it but that it does come back like that. Well "interesting" in the "too bad it still sucks" sense, that is. Still, that's a *big* improvement, I'd think -- that you're able to get through it and focus in the moment and do the important deed. I hope these aftershocks diminish -- from what you say not every night has been as bad as that two hour torment. A sign of hope, I'd think.

Ohhh, *STILL-MORE-HUGS*.

[cjsmith.livejournal.com]

Isn't that weird? I was surprised my mind would do that. And yes, not every night was like that, which is hopeful.

*hugsback*!