No need to apologize for not commenting. There's no requirement. :-) Plus I understand how what you've been through could put you in a tailspin! :-(
I insisted that I could do whatever I wanted anyway -- even though I knew I'd pay for it later
Oh yeah, that is me right there. Big time. I will have to change that attitude. The truth is that maybe I can do SOME of the things I want to anyway, and a few others with lots of breaks for icing, and occasionally I can decide it's worth it to "pay later" for an activity. But I can't do everything I want to. That's reality. I've got to accept that.
I shudder at the thought of going to the mall. Yowza. I'm going to have to do it soon, too; can't get new shoes by mail order. I don't know how you managed as long as you did with no other ways to get things.
Those canes are gorrrrgeous! Wow!
Thank you for your support. Even if you're not commenting, I know you're there, and I know you know what it's like, and that helps.
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I insisted that I could do whatever I wanted anyway -- even though I knew I'd pay for it later
Oh yeah, that is me right there. Big time. I will have to change that attitude. The truth is that maybe I can do SOME of the things I want to anyway, and a few others with lots of breaks for icing, and occasionally I can decide it's worth it to "pay later" for an activity. But I can't do everything I want to. That's reality. I've got to accept that.
I shudder at the thought of going to the mall. Yowza. I'm going to have to do it soon, too; can't get new shoes by mail order. I don't know how you managed as long as you did with no other ways to get things.
Those canes are gorrrrgeous! Wow!
Thank you for your support. Even if you're not commenting, I know you're there, and I know you know what it's like, and that helps.