Grrr

[cjsmith]

Frustrated. Angry. As usual, no one's fault but my own. Why am I such a MORON? Why do I procrastinate things? Ugh. This is the second time in a row I have screwed up this particular thing, too, which just makes it indescribably worse.

Can I just run away now? I'll move to someplace where no one can find me, no Internet connection, no phone, nothing. I'll never have to worry about this again. I won't guilt myself into trying a third time, and I'll never even have to fess up that I, CJ Smith, f*cked it up AGAIN. I'll just vanish. I won't let anybody down ever again. Poof, I'm invisible, I'm gone.

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[lkeele.livejournal.com]

Sounds great, girlfriend!!! Hey -- did your quarter come yet???

[cjsmith.livejournal.com]

Not as of yesterday - maybe today?

Thanks so much for sending it! I had been so sure I'd had that one that I gave two away to my friend whose daughters (6 and 3) are collecting. Then I never found one for me! :-)

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[lkeele.livejournal.com]

Yeah, we did the same thing with delaware!! A *million* delawares were circulating around here, and we actually gave some away -- and forgot to save any for Timmy!! :) We finally found one, though.

The next quarter is Indiana. I'm excited -- it's the first quarter of a state I've lived in!! I hope it comes out before we move!!!

[cjsmith.livejournal.com]

I got it I got it I got it! *bounce* *bounce* Thanks SO much, girlfriend!

If you don't get Indiana before you move, I'll ship it to you in Cairo, how's that? :-)

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[lkeele.livejournal.com]

Cool, thanks!!