Grrr

[cjsmith]

Frustrated. Angry. As usual, no one's fault but my own. Why am I such a MORON? Why do I procrastinate things? Ugh. This is the second time in a row I have screwed up this particular thing, too, which just makes it indescribably worse.

Can I just run away now? I'll move to someplace where no one can find me, no Internet connection, no phone, nothing. I'll never have to worry about this again. I won't guilt myself into trying a third time, and I'll never even have to fess up that I, CJ Smith, f*cked it up AGAIN. I'll just vanish. I won't let anybody down ever again. Poof, I'm invisible, I'm gone.

Comments

Don't Get Too Down on Yourself

[cwilson.livejournal.com]

CJ, don't be so hard on CJ. She's a friend of mine and I don't like
people treating her badly, even herself.

Re: Don't Get Too Down on Yourself

[cjsmith.livejournal.com]

Well... I'll try.

She's a friend of mine and I don't like people treating her badly, even herself.

(sniffle) thanks.