Wow

[cjsmith]

I just saw a snippet of a journal entry that really resonated with me. I won't quote it verbatim nor name the source since I haven't yet asked for permission for either, but here is the gist: "I want children with another woman, a strong butch woman who will let me do the femmy things."

And I thought, gawd, wouldn't that be awesome? There are days when I am deeply angry at myself for being sexually attracted to men in the slightest. It would be so much easier to choose the gender role I want if I weren't so damn nearly straight.