cjsmith: (caduceus)
cjsmith ([personal profile] cjsmith) wrote2004-02-20 04:41 pm

My feet feel WRONG

Back to podiatrist today. Inflammation/pain slightly less, but not much less. Poke, prod. Surprise: it's moved again. Now it's between the ends of my metatarsals, instead of around and under them.

Got injection of an anti-inflammatory steroid and some painkiller, in each foot, in between the third and fourth metatarsals. Those of you who know me are probably already asking yourselves whether I passed out -- I do indeed have A Thing About Needles -- but I was good, and stayed conscious. The injections hurt quite a bit, which helped, I think. The pain distracted me from the fact that this was a needle.

After my blood pressure came back and all, I found that standing up felt very wrong. About a quarter of each foot is completely numb, and there's a big bolus of fluid hanging out in the ball of each foot, too. Y'know, it's a good thing I have such blind faith in Western medicine. Otherwise I'd think something was badly amiss. I keep coming out of this guy's office walking funny!

The idea here, best I can figure, is that this will break the cycle of pain -leading-to- inflammation -leading-to- more pain. If this doesn't work, I get to try again in a couple of weeks. (Oh joy. I enjoyed it so much this time.) If that doesn't work, I get one last chance. (Yee ha.) Then they go in and take out the nerve. (AAAAAAAA!)

So I sure am hoping this works. I am also hoping my medical insurance gets straightened out soon -- I'm one saving throw from being discontinued retroactively, back to January 1, and I really don't want to know how much this podiatrist actually costs. Especially if there's surgery involved.

I am also hoping I don't have to drive much in the next day or so, because the way my feet feel make driving weeeeird. (Walking's weeeeird too, but less potentially dangerous if done wrong.)

[identity profile] sunnydale47.livejournal.com 2004-02-21 01:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Hope those shots work and you don't need any more!

[identity profile] cjsmith.livejournal.com 2004-02-21 05:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you! 8-)

I'm trying very hard to "think positive" right now. Today is what my doctor called the "steroid reaction" day, where some people who react a certain way to the medicine get very sore temporarily. I am apparently one of those people, so my lil feetsies are really achey today. That makes it a challenge to maintain a positive outlook. But by golly I'm trying!