I think what I'm most afraid of is Screwing Up. Doing something without thinking it through, and thus closing off a future possibility I later find I want; doing something suboptimally and feeling dumb; that sort of thing. I haven't used LJ's photo hosting feature for paid users yet because I might not do it flawlessly the first time.

I think I wasn't so strongly like this ten or twenty years ago. Maybe I can manage to be not so strongly like this ten or twenty years from now!